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Sunday, 17 September 2017
Sarah was born into a home saturated with abuse. It went back generations before she was born. Sarah's feet were planted on a road of pain and suffering. Many times Sarah would, in her deep pain, wondered why God would allow her to suffer so much. Why did it seem that some people were destined for a life so full of suffering that you wouldn't wish upon your worst enemy and other people seemed to have a walk in the park?
Her pain drove her to anger and bitterness. Resentment and even hatred at times. Most of her anger was directed at God, even though misplaced.
In the midst of the forest of heartache and pain she looked up towards heaven and shouted to God, "Why God! I dare you to come down here and tell me why!!!"
Sarah became like barbed wire in her pain and suffering. In her bitterness she ended up deliberately destroying relationships around her. She justified it to herself by saying that it hurt less if people would walk away from a relationship with her if she knew why they were walking away and knew it was because she said or did this or that. But that was a cruel lie she told herself to make it from day to day in her loneliness. In the long run this destructive behaviour would end up harming her a whole lot more than if she was simply honest with herself and others.
Does this describe you? Know that this isn't how you have to live your life. Just like Sarah had to learn to trust God even if she never received an explanation. She fell often while learning to trust. This is a lifetime process not a quick fix. Just like Sarah you will need a lot of patience with yourself as you heal.
Tuesday, 27 June 2017
Monday, 29 May 2017
Lately I've been in a lot of emotional pain. I have had a couple daughters disown me because I won't just sit back and be silent as they live a life of sin. I love them way too much to let the devil have them without a fight. Please pray for my family.
Sunday, 26 March 2017
Thursday, 1 December 2016
Friday, 25 November 2016
Tuesday, 8 November 2016
I'll start off with the honestly brutal truth! Homeschooling is not for the faint of heart. It is challenging and difficult to get into a healthy routine. I know that the Lord has called me to homeschool our 3 little children, ages 7, 4 & 3.
The biggest challenge I feel I have is to teach them obedience and to follow directions exactly as told to do. It's not their fault if they don't understand directions. I am not always able to put things into words correctly but I know as we continue to be faithful God will guide us and we will all learn together.
Trusting God to teach me patience has never been my strong point. I have often prayed that the Lord would give me patience and then would add ... "Lord hurry up with it will you?" I know I should not speak so disrespectfully to the All Powerful Lord God of the Universe but I thank Him for understanding that sometimes we humans do and say stupid things. His grace and mercy is bigger than I will ever be. I praise Him for His patience with me as He molds me into the image of His precious Son, Jesus Christ.
As we, my husband and I, grow in our relationship with Christ, each other and our children, we know that we will make many mistakes along the way. We sat down and talked about our parenting and realized that there are a few areas in parenting our children that we struggle very much. As we brainstormed how we can fix these problems we came up with a game plan. Our game plan includes the children having an active roll in making the changes in the home. Gd knows I wish that changes would not always be so hard to implement into our lives. But as I have heard someone once say ... anything worthwhile is hard to do but pays off in the long run ... and ... what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. These issues we have won't kill us but by trusting God to change these things in our hearts and making them healthy habits He will make us stronger. We have to remember that it is not our efforts that will change us nor our children but only God who can change our hearts.
In the meantime I know that the Lord will help me to make our home more prepared for the children to learn and not be so full of distractions. I have a huge problem with being a clutter bug and a pack rat. This I say to my shame. This is my personal problem and it is like nails on a chalkboard for my husband who is a minimalist. As we learn to be one we will, God willing, become more like Christ and more like each other. But habits are hard to change and I know that change won't happen until I come to understanding fully why I have this habit in the first place.
I believe God has a sense of humor ... We got free used school desks that were a tiny bit rusted with some scratches and tiny holes but in used condition. We Christian Homeschool our children. The joke God has going is that we got those desks from the Islamic Mosque Center of Brantford. He used the false religion of Islam to further the Gospel of Jesus Christ! I filled all the tiny holes and sanded them. I painted the desks white but the tops I spray painted with black chalkboard paint. My "teacher" desk is painted the same way.
I will keep posting things as I grow into the woman God created me to be and the teacher I need to be to my children. Keep us in our prayer. Thank you.